angry
Never felt like such a mug in my whole life. Cant believe the things I have read. You tell me I should trust you yet you have lied to me constantly for the past three months. Betrayed doesn’t even cover it. You are out of my life forever and you certainly don’t deserve my loyalty. You are nothing to me.
I hate you, is an understatement.
hmm
Really don’t know what to do with all my art that I’ve been given back from school..
To sell or not to sell?
To be honest no one would want it, most of it is of my brother or sister
Its cluttering my room up though..
Going to see this Thursday, the last show of his I saw was amazing! I’m sure this time won’t disappoint.
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always end up on tumblr when im not feeling great, it’s strange. really not looking forward to anything in the next few months/years, i feel so lost as to what to do with my life. everyone seems to have some sort of plan that they are so definite of - which makes me worry as i don’t have a clue. i’ve decided im not going to uni next year because i simply don’t know if i want to, or what i want to do. its safe to say that this has been the worst year of my life so far. i just cant stand that everything has changed and i would be lying if i didn’t admit it’s affected me pretty badly. i dont really see the point in making the effort anymore, in every aspect of my life. my straight a’s will have gone downhill as a result of this summer’s exams and it frustrates me because i know i could have done better. i am now definitely feeling the full effects of living far away from people nowadays, but then again, i doubt living closer would make much difference to my lack of company! even though im stupidly glad school is almost over and i’m counting down the days that i have to wake up at 6:30am, summer does not even appeal to me the slightest anymore, nothing planned with anyone. just more spare time to waste stuck at home! dreading it, oh and year 13 in sept.
on the plus side i’m going to see derren brown in london on thursday!
absolutely fed up of him making me cry and feel awful, practically all of the time.
can’t believe i’m being told that im not allowed to follow my boyfriend on twitter
BY MY BOYFRIEND
pathetic.
